::eep op ork ahh ahh::

::my face feels like velcrow. i haven't shaved in two days. when i was little, i called velcrow 'grow-grow'. my favorite phrase to say was 'hard to do'...but i would almost say it as if it was one word 'hard-ta-do'. i miss being little::

::i can't fall asleep. i want to. but i can't. i want to have sweet dreams. i want to dream about the future. about cats and a nice drawing table. about a nice apartment with plants in the window::

::blueberry smoothie shampoo is the best shampoo ever!::

::i just got back from melissa's. tonight was great. laying next to melissa is great. her skin is so smooth and soft. i love putting my hand on her tummy, and feeling it go up and down when she breathes. she is so pretty. we watched the movie 'elephant'. wasn't what i was hoping for. i guess it was too artsy fartsy for me. gus van sant is strange. he was trying to pull a vincent gallo...but it just wasn't working. its raining pretty hard out there. i hope it clears up for jamie's party tomorrow::

::i had a great dream last night. it gave me some really good ideas for future projects. i'm currently working on a new comic. i'm taking my toilet paper project from painting class, and transferring it to graph paper. i seem to love the graph paper medium. very very nice. i'm drawing so much more than i used to. i love putting my ideas down on paper. i love the reactions i get when i show people my work. today, i showed jamie a comic i did. she really liked it. she was laughing so hard she started to cry. thats what i want to do with the rest of my life. i want to make people laugh. i want them to laugh so hard, their sides start to hurt. my dream job would be to have a tv show for kids and adults. filled with puppets, cartoons, and storytelling. i hope one day i get to do that. but, for now, i'm happy with drawing cartoons and working in a cookie shop::

::wow. i have haven't 'blogged' in a long time. i just got back from hanging out with joe and erica. i had a great time. but i was thinking about melissa the whole night. i really wish i got to see her today. *kiss* i hope to see her tomorrow. i want to give her a big wet kiss. hehe::