::just a few days ago i was too nervous to hold her hand, now i'm kissing her on her tummy and feeding her animal crackers. hehe. life is good. melissa is sooo neato. i'm so happy::

::guess who is naked right now? me! guess who just got out of the shower? me! guess who really likes kittens? me! guess who has a girlfriend? me!!!! yeah! its true. on saturday night...well, it was more like sunday morning, i asked melissa if she would be my girlfriend. and she said yes! we were laying under my big 'ikea leaf' and i felt i should ask her, because i really like her a lot. melissa is a really cool lady. she is very pretty, and she is very smart. she is going to molloy and wants to be a nurse and deliver babies. she is dissecting a cat today. yucky. i don't think i could ever do that...but melissa is a very strong gal, and i know she could do it. anyway, i better get dressed, i don't think i could show up to drawing class naked. well, maybe i could we are drawing from a nude today. hehe. i would love to be naked in front of the class, i just don't think i could stay still. hehe::

::last night was a lot of fun. i picked melissa up and gave her the flower i picked up at the flower shop on 7th ave. i felt kind of bad. the flower got bent a little at the stem. it had to make the long journey on the lirr with me. it made it all that way, and then getting out of my car it bent when hitting my sketch book. anyway, melissa gave me these neato paper flowers she made. they are sooo cool. we went and got burritos and then went back to my house, where melissa played pikmin, when i picked up my dad at the station. then we went to see the movie 'monster' at the raceway. it was a sad movie...but very good. i got to hold melissa's hand during the movie, so that made it really nice. the last time i held a girl's hand during a movie was at jamie's house. we were watching 'mulholland drive'. we were both scaried of the boggie man in that movie. yikes he was really scary looking. anyway, the night ended great. i drove melissa home and she gave me a kiss before she got out of the car. it was really nice. and guess what? she is coming over tonight too! we are going to rent a movie. i can't wait!::

::wow, it seems like forever since i 'blogged'. today was a lot of fun. at 2 i picked up melissa. she was wearing a really neato judy jetson tee. we went back to my house and watched ghost world. i didn't have the right wires to plug in my computer to the tv...so we watched the dvd on the powerbook. it kept my lap nice and warm. hehe. after that we played some nintendo and then talked for a bit. after that i took melissa home and we listened to elvis costello in the car. it was nice. i had a lot of fun today::

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::yesterday was great. first day of classes. drawing class is so much fun. i love figure drawing. i'm not to good at it...but i'm getting better, i think. oh poop. i'll write more later. i have to get to lit class, and i'm naked! hehe::

::last night was really neato. i went to dinner with the family to p.f. changs. very very yummy. after that i went over to melissa's house. we watched 'texas chainsaw massacre'. and play a bit of zelda, and then watched some of e.t. melissa really never saw e.t., at least not all of it. but i think she liked what we watched. e.t. is the coolest. we also played with her kittys. satan jumped on the couch in between me and melissa and purred a lot. and shadow climbed really high on a dresser. shadow is a funny cat. last night was a lot of fun::

::arban emailed me! yay! 'Thanks for the email Ben! You have a very cool looking site, love the colors! Thanks for the props, how did you come to find me? Just curio... Love, Arban' how cool is that! arban is the coolest!::

::i was suppose to go to the museum today. but, my dad isn't feeling to well. his back really hurts. i have to take him to the doctor soon. i hope he gets better. i don't like seeing my dad like that. anyway, the other night i went over jodi's house. she made me pasta! it was very yummy. jodi and marcee really liked their christmas gifts i gave them. we even got to listen to the whole cd. jodi and marcee are really neato!::

::i had a lot of fun today. i got to meet melissa and her 3 cats...star, shadow, and satan. we watched orgazmo, and played some nintendo. i had a lot of fun. melissa is a really nice lady. i hope i get to see her again::

::*kiss* thats just for you. and no one else::

::last night was a lot of fun. i went to mitch's house to see mitch and maris. we watched tv and went to see lord of the rings. i dozed off a bit. but it was really good the second time. hanging out with maris and mitch is a lot of fun!::

::'ohhh we're half way there...ohhh oohhh living on a prayer!!!!' sorry i was screaming that in the car on the way home. i hate bon jovi. me and jamie hung out tonight. we watched a dvd, and then some of the 'queer eye for the straight guy' marathon. hehe. funny show. me and jamie watch a lot of tv. we watch 'unwrapped' on the food network. that show rocks. they show you how they make candy and yummy junk food. we also watch 'mxc' on spike tv. a bunch of nick toons, and larry david on hbo! larry david rocks! night night turtle doves::