::i just got back from melissa's. tonight was great. laying next to melissa is great. her skin is so smooth and soft. i love putting my hand on her tummy, and feeling it go up and down when she breathes. she is so pretty. we watched the movie 'elephant'. wasn't what i was hoping for. i guess it was too artsy fartsy for me. gus van sant is strange. he was trying to pull a vincent gallo...but it just wasn't working. its raining pretty hard out there. i hope it clears up for jamie's party tomorrow::