::last night was a lot of fun. i picked melissa up and gave her the flower i picked up at the flower shop on 7th ave. i felt kind of bad. the flower got bent a little at the stem. it had to make the long journey on the lirr with me. it made it all that way, and then getting out of my car it bent when hitting my sketch book. anyway, melissa gave me these neato paper flowers she made. they are sooo cool. we went and got burritos and then went back to my house, where melissa played pikmin, when i picked up my dad at the station. then we went to see the movie 'monster' at the raceway. it was a sad movie...but very good. i got to hold melissa's hand during the movie, so that made it really nice. the last time i held a girl's hand during a movie was at jamie's house. we were watching 'mulholland drive'. we were both scaried of the boggie man in that movie. yikes he was really scary looking. anyway, the night ended great. i drove melissa home and she gave me a kiss before she got out of the car. it was really nice. and guess what? she is coming over tonight too! we are going to rent a movie. i can't wait!::