'dad i'll be fine, i'm trying hard, trying hard to find, a way to live, a way to love, i know i'm a little bit fucked up...'

::i saw 'star wars' today, with my dad. ugh. it just gets worse the second time. but my dad enjoyed it. and i like seeing movies with my dad, no matter how bad. i wanna watch 'the texas chainsaw massacre'. i went to lara's party yesterday. i talked to darien. i haven't spoken to him in awhile. he told about all the places he has been. and all the road trips he went on. i want to live on my own. i think i need that. me, a cat, and my sketchbook. that would be nice::